My feeling for him

OK WHERE SHOULD I START.........WELL WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR YEARS,BUT HAVE NOT TALKED TO EACH OTHER ON THAT LEVEL SINCE "05" NOW THAT WE HAVE START BACK AT IT AGAIN I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE HIM.... HE SEEMS TO BE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT AT LEAST TO MY KNOWLEDGE....BUT THERE'S PEOPLE IN MY EAR TELLING ME THINGS ABOUT HIM AND HIS SO CALLED LADY "FRIENDS" I KNOW THAT PEOPLE HATE TO SEE OTHERS HAPPY, BUT HI I REALLY DON'T THINK THESE PEOPLE WOULD LIE TO ME ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THIS. KNOWING THAT HE MIGHT BE OUT DOING HIS THING WITH HIS LADY FRIENDS REALLY HURTS ME. EVEN THOUGH WE ARE JUST FRIEND HE JUST COME ON TO ME SO STRONG ABOUT US HAVING A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP YES I'M GLAD TO HAVE SOMEBODY IN LIFE THAT REALLY WANT A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP BUT AT THE SAME I'M HAVING TRUST ISSUES BECAUSE I'M DOWN HERE IN SCHOOL AND HE IS UP THERE. EVERYONE KNOWS THAT A RELATIONSHIP WILL NOT WORKOUT IS THERE IS NO TRUST!! I GUESS TIME WILL TELL IF HE IS THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME!