Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Friend

I have one great friend I have known her for many years and I can tell her anything she is alway there for me through anything. She sometime put me before her problem but that is what a friend is for because I would do the same exact thing for her because I feel that we have been through so much together.

Why

Today I went to media takeout like I do everyday, but this time it was different. When browsing through the list of things to look one caught my eye a killing of little boy. Well he was in high school, but still its doesn't make it any better I'm was so mad because as I was looking at the video I realize that the child was laying on the ground for about five to ten minute before anyone decided to see if he was ok Im not saying that its their fault but just maybe they could have save the life but instead we are videotaping the whole fight this is so distrubing.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

JUDGMENTAL

Judgmental
Someone once said “That people should not judge a book by its cover!” Many times I have looked at people or things and judged them before actually taking time out to sit down and analyzing them. I know that I should not do that, but it always seems to happen. Even though, I judge my car and my friends they turn out to be more than I expected!
When I first got my car my dad came home one afternoon, he said “Kiara I have a surprise for you outside”; I was so excited because I had wanted a car. When I walked outside there was a 1995 Pontiac Gran Am, as I was walked toward the car I realize that it was my sister old car. Then I begin to think that it was a prank because this just couldn’t be true. I accepted the keys to the car, thinking that this was still a joke, but time past and I finally realize that this was real. I hated the fact that I was going to have to drive my sister old car to college. As time start to past I begin to cherish my car. I started thinking that maybe this car was meant for me because it was purple outside and dashboard lit up orange. This car resemble me because I’m old spirited and purple and orange were my favorite colors. I cherish my car even more now because it takes me from point A to point B.
The day I met my best friend I didn’t like her because I felt that she thought she was the center of the world. I would not speak to her if I seen her around or whenever she looked my way in class. Finally I decided to fight my ego and speak to the girl. When I begin talking to her, I felt that she didn’t talk to many people, so we begin talking to each other only a daily basis. She had so much in common with me and as time went on we grew closer and built a close relationship.
Another person that I have come to admire is my significant other. When I first met him he didn’t seem like my type. He was outgoing and loud. I asked him one day why he was so loud he reply that he was trying to get my attention. From that day forward we started talking to each other. It started off slow because he was slightly different from me. He seem to do everything perfect at least to me. When we officially started to date he put away some of his old hobbies so our relationship could begin on a new foundation. Know that we are still together I’m glad I didn’t choose to ignore him.
I have learned when I’m quick to judge people and things that I might just have miss out on something good. So now I just speak to everyone and don’t complain about the little things because they were put in my life for a reason. We live and learned from all of our mistakes.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Today i'm kind of not feeling my best, I really just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. My day start off really emotional don't really know why but hey I guess thatt life! Im trying my best to stay true to myself by asking myself the same every day "Is college really for?" I guess when you are having mixed emotion it is best not to decide on a situtuion and just dont think about it because the more i think the more i seem to have more and more questions on a daily basis. Right i just need guidance

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

SEMSTER FALL 2008

Eng 1101_Des. Essay
Mrs. Aiken
September 3, 2009
Semester fall 2008

Many people who first go to college experience different feelings. Some students are excited others are nervous. Many have a lot of thoughts going through their head about their first day of college. I was excited about getting roommates, going to classes, and exploring the campus.
When moving into Macon Place Apartment I was excited because it would be my first time being away from home and having my own place. When my parents and I pulled up to the seven green and yellow-orange three story buildings I was saying to myself I hope that I won’t have to climb those stairs. When I arose to the office there were two young gentlemen ready to assist me in everything about moving into the apartment. I finally got to the apartment it was quiet and peaceful. I was one of the lucky one to because I was located on the first floor of the 100 building. When I meet my roommate they all had very unique personality. My roommate was very different than I, but we were all there to receive a higher education.
However, the next two days after moving into the apartment came the “First Official Day of College. When I pulled up to the college parking lot I remembered seeing a lot of different kinds of cars and peoples. Driving around the parking lot looking for an empty spot only thought was going through my head was, are my professor going to be very hard and demanding like the ones of television. My first professor was upbeat and intelligent, the next one was tall and lanky he was super boring. The last professor was older, but she was enthusiastic. Even though all my professor different, they were all there for one thing to give students a higher education.
While there at the college, I decided to explore the campus. I remembered been surrounded by tall red brick buildings. Some building was much older than others. They had a lake located in the back of the PSC and SLC buildings. The campus was a nice size. The campus had wide sidewalk and very nice black bench to sit on top of them. This was very new to me because I was always enclosed in one building.
My overall first day of college was great. Getting to know my roommate and their personality, being able to connect with my professors, and locating buildings around the campus made me feel that I was really making a changes in my life.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Thinking

Sometime I wonder if I would have choose a different path how would my life have been. Right now I feel that im living the good life I have no kids, don't have to work,my college is paid for. I have my own car and apartment. Than when I go home and see all my friends that I graduate with from high school they have no job with kids. I sometime see myself thinking only if I would have stayed. Dont get me wrong I love to see all my family and friends when I do go home, but I feel that they are trap in a small town that don't have anything there, but a conveint store.I know that they still have time to accomplished their dream. I feel that some just don't think they can do it because they have waited to late. I just believe in all my classmate and I wish they would bleive in theirself as I do.